Nobody will guilt you into voting for anybody. It’s your decision. And at this point you either get it, or you don’t. If you live in most states your vote will not matter anyway. In a blue state the yellow dog will win, in a red state Trump will.
It is in ten states where it could matter. But if at this point you don’t get the difference between the two parties, you never will. And so you know, I am not a fan, but a dead cat is bettter.